I've had to quit work. I put in a two weeks notice yesterday.
I work at a bookstore, unpacking new shipments and stocking shelves.
The problem is, my sister started working there as well in the last week. This agravated my intrusive thought problem. I kept thinking every time I saw her that I might just up and decide to slice her throat with a box cutter. Or that I would run her over in the parking lot with one of the delivery trucks. Or shove a bookcase onto her.
I would never do any of these things, of course, but I would still worry. What if this happened? What if that happened? What if this situation automatically leads to this result? Etc. etc. etc.
On top of it all, I thought I started seeing shadows moving on the walls of the store. I tried to tell my boss, but she told me I just needed a break from all this stress.
It became too much, so I've had to quit. More time to research what's going on, perhaps?
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