Just now I could have sworn I saw a door appear right in the middle of the living room. It was a normal door. Just sitting there, connected to nothing. I approached it hesitantly, but I saw shadows scattering away from it for some reason.
As I drew closer, there was intense screaming in my head. It got so bad, that I had to stop and back away from the door.
After a few minutes, it just disappeared.
Either something big is happening or I am completely losing my mind.
I wish I wasn't alone.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
More research
Even though I technically haven't stopped work yet, I've decided to start doing some more research anyway.
I'll tell you if I find anything interesting.
I'll tell you if I find anything interesting.
An ending (and a new beginning?)
I've had to quit work. I put in a two weeks notice yesterday.
I work at a bookstore, unpacking new shipments and stocking shelves.
The problem is, my sister started working there as well in the last week. This agravated my intrusive thought problem. I kept thinking every time I saw her that I might just up and decide to slice her throat with a box cutter. Or that I would run her over in the parking lot with one of the delivery trucks. Or shove a bookcase onto her.
I would never do any of these things, of course, but I would still worry. What if this happened? What if that happened? What if this situation automatically leads to this result? Etc. etc. etc.
On top of it all, I thought I started seeing shadows moving on the walls of the store. I tried to tell my boss, but she told me I just needed a break from all this stress.
It became too much, so I've had to quit. More time to research what's going on, perhaps?
I work at a bookstore, unpacking new shipments and stocking shelves.
The problem is, my sister started working there as well in the last week. This agravated my intrusive thought problem. I kept thinking every time I saw her that I might just up and decide to slice her throat with a box cutter. Or that I would run her over in the parking lot with one of the delivery trucks. Or shove a bookcase onto her.
I would never do any of these things, of course, but I would still worry. What if this happened? What if that happened? What if this situation automatically leads to this result? Etc. etc. etc.
On top of it all, I thought I started seeing shadows moving on the walls of the store. I tried to tell my boss, but she told me I just needed a break from all this stress.
It became too much, so I've had to quit. More time to research what's going on, perhaps?
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Another Oddity
When I got home, all my books were intact and sitting in the same stacks as they were originally. Am I imagining things?
I am so stupid
How could I be so foolish? In the post "I'm starting to freak out," I tried to warn people not to give away any more secret messages. In the process, I gave myself away. I am so stupid!
They know what I did, that I embedded hidden text in the HTML code of a couple of posts.
To show they know, they even did it themselves with a new THEY ARE COMING post! They said, "We are the darkness / they are coming / when opportunity knocks / don't answer / they are coming." Anyone know what that might mean?
I also noticed that both posts from them were posted at 2:05 in the morning, central time. The second one is the 25th post on the blog. What's with the shadows and the numbers 2 and 5?
In any case, they are certainly angry. When I woke up this morning, paper was strewn all over the floor. Pages from all of my books. Excepting (of course?) the Lovecraft volume. They even left me a message taped to the fridge, made of different letters and words from different books. Looked kind of like a ransom note, the kind you see in movies. It said, "This is what we will do to you next if you disobey again."
I wonder why they won't talk to me like they did that first time. Well, it wasn't really talking, more like a transfer of ideas inside my head, but still. They can communicate that way. I wonder why they don't anymore.
I checked and they didn't take my spleen like they said they would. I'm beginning to think they're just throwing around empty threats. Maybe these things aren't so powerful after all. Well, if they're all in my head, of course they're not powerful. But I'm sure I'm not hallucinating. Then again, if I were, I wouldn't know it, would I?
They know what I did, that I embedded hidden text in the HTML code of a couple of posts.
To show they know, they even did it themselves with a new THEY ARE COMING post! They said, "We are the darkness / they are coming / when opportunity knocks / don't answer / they are coming." Anyone know what that might mean?
I also noticed that both posts from them were posted at 2:05 in the morning, central time. The second one is the 25th post on the blog. What's with the shadows and the numbers 2 and 5?
In any case, they are certainly angry. When I woke up this morning, paper was strewn all over the floor. Pages from all of my books. Excepting (of course?) the Lovecraft volume. They even left me a message taped to the fridge, made of different letters and words from different books. Looked kind of like a ransom note, the kind you see in movies. It said, "This is what we will do to you next if you disobey again."
I wonder why they won't talk to me like they did that first time. Well, it wasn't really talking, more like a transfer of ideas inside my head, but still. They can communicate that way. I wonder why they don't anymore.
I checked and they didn't take my spleen like they said they would. I'm beginning to think they're just throwing around empty threats. Maybe these things aren't so powerful after all. Well, if they're all in my head, of course they're not powerful. But I'm sure I'm not hallucinating. Then again, if I were, I wouldn't know it, would I?
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Reading and other strange occurrences
So I read several of Lovecraft's stories today. I enjoyed them. I don't know why I never read them before now. They were pretty creative, even if written a bit oddly with tons of adjectives. They might have been a little frightening if I didn't have real troubles.
Good thing those creatures in the stories aren't real. Then again, the shadow people are real. I think. I'm not sure anymore. I don't remember moving things around, but if I'm hallucinating... I mean, maybe I have multiple personality disorder or something.
Moving shadows just CAN'T be real, can they!?
WHAT DO THEY WANT!?!? Why LOVECRAFT!? I don't understand what they want from me. I'm getting fed up.
Anyway, this afternoon I was taking a break from reading and as I flipped channels, I came across one that was just a bunch of static. The thing is, just before going to the next channel, I could have sworn I heard voices. It was pretty weird, but the station probably had a bad signal or something. I don't know. For some reason that stood out to me. Probably nothing.
Whatever show that was seemed weird, though. For a second, I thought I saw a puppet with an eyepatch, and a voice said, "...INSIDE!" Must be some weird children's show.
Oh, and Shadow People, if you're reading this, can you please tell me if you're the ones who posted THEY ARE COMING? And if you are, can you explain what that's referring to?
I'm probably being stupid.
Good thing those creatures in the stories aren't real. Then again, the shadow people are real. I think. I'm not sure anymore. I don't remember moving things around, but if I'm hallucinating... I mean, maybe I have multiple personality disorder or something.
Moving shadows just CAN'T be real, can they!?
WHAT DO THEY WANT!?!? Why LOVECRAFT!? I don't understand what they want from me. I'm getting fed up.
Anyway, this afternoon I was taking a break from reading and as I flipped channels, I came across one that was just a bunch of static. The thing is, just before going to the next channel, I could have sworn I heard voices. It was pretty weird, but the station probably had a bad signal or something. I don't know. For some reason that stood out to me. Probably nothing.
Whatever show that was seemed weird, though. For a second, I thought I saw a puppet with an eyepatch, and a voice said, "...INSIDE!" Must be some weird children's show.
Oh, and Shadow People, if you're reading this, can you please tell me if you're the ones who posted THEY ARE COMING? And if you are, can you explain what that's referring to?
I'm probably being stupid.
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