Stop posting on my blog!!!
This time their hidden text said, "Don't seek aid / it'll only ruin you / once contact is made / it's all over for you."
What is THAT supposed to mean? Perhaps my subconscious is telling me not to get help. I know there are unexplained things, but if I'm halucinating, my perception could easily be skewed. I think I've been imagining all these things. Maybe it's connected with my amnesia. Maybe something terrible happened then that's coming back to haunt me now, or maybe I've always had some mental problem and it caused the amnesia and now these apparent hallucinations.
They can't be real. They just can't be. Living shadows? Doors connected to nothing which lead to some abandoned city? Being watched by a man in a bird mask? Dreams of some horrible dog like Cujo? A Voice telling me how to cope? These aren't natural things!
And a commenter says I'm screwed, whatever that might be referring to. And good luck. Maybe he was wishing me luck on my recovery? Because I'm already screwed up. I don't know.
By the way, the case of my sister's murder has gone cold. There are no new leads. I hope the police don't read this blog, but if they do, I won't be surprised when they come for me.
Anyway, my appointment with Dr. Beakman at Shady Lawn is this afternoon at 3:00. I'll update you on how it goes.
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